this old post i found that i like to read.

and so i had my head on your chest listening...your heart thumped just for me it seemed. i really like that. your hands made me feel warm and cared for, like i was more than a sister, a daughter, an aunt, a friend. right then i was something else, something new. my skin felt tingly, just to hear you breath made me feel comfort ive never had. right then i realized that it was too perfect, this isnt constant and that it would be gone. and so i pleaded "God please stop time...let this last forever". maybe for that night it did, memories do last forever. i just remember you kissed me and even if it didnt last forever, i didnt regret this and i would always be content with that.